helloo peeps im not dead yet :)
just some updates here. this past whole month had been hell preparing for finals. literally. i've been camping in the study area 24/7 and you know that it not nice to camp in the study area. no its not :( . but i can't help it, there's too much to be studied! too much to be studied until i don't feel like opening my eyes when i wake up in the morning because i know that it's gonna be another torturous day. sometimes i even feel like not waking up..well..forever..literally la xD
but what to do, must face reality kan T.T
so these are the subjects i sat in my finals.
1. dental biosciences - oral anatomy and oral physiology
2. dentistry (killer one) - cariology, conservative dentistry , complete and partial dentures, 3. periodontology, and the dreaded biomaterial sciences.
3. pathology
4. microbiology - medical microbiology and oral microbiology
5. health and society
6. pharmacology
7. osca (practical exmas) - prosthodontics and simulation lab
understanding is one thing, being able to memorise and reproduce what i've read is another thing. macamlah what i've been through stpm is not enough je. whenever you slack off and then see your classmate studying like no one's business, then stress la aku.
drinking coffee did not help either. like when i studied in starbucks at night, i slept at 12. mana kesan kafein pergi?? and i could have a can of nescafe and the next 15 minutes, i'll be sleeping in the study area. and when caffeine don't seem to work, i find myself turning around the bed with my eyes wide open when i try to sleep. hello caffeine. celaka.
stress also stress la. but must relax also what. still managed to keluar town relax relax shopping penang makan minum though. apart from doing pull ups in the toilet, i had not done sports for a long time dy...rindu badminton la!
and what's the worst part nearing exams? falling sick. well, i was sick a week before exams and it really freaked me out. demam 1 day nevermind. demam 3 days - stress because lost all the studying time. aahhhaaah. and the best part is h1n1 was 'in'. it really bugged me about contracting the virus because i had diarrhoea and back pain. but luckily la, demam biasa only.
oh and when i was pulling myself through studying cephalosporins yesterday night at the cafeteria, i saw this family who were visiting their daughter and they were having dinner together! aaahhh..semangat kekeluargaan!! even though cafeteria food was worse than my NS food, the sight of them eating dinner so happily....makes me wanna go home la :( but pharmacology was testing my limits ish. bye bye pharmaco xD
oh it's getting more and more redundant here. -.-
okaay...so im done with all the written papers. okay okay la :D
one more practical to go next week.
*semangat*
but relax first la. tomorrow dimsum and futsal! penang! movies! shopping! makan! :)
p/s- 100th post. yeay!